Friday, February 19, 2010

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Noticed lazy about writing today. A) my adrenaline is way down since I don't feel the pressure to see patients in miami so Im feeling relaxed and lazy. B) I'm a little burnt. But more intersting is I've noticed within myself a very big shift towards normalizing my experience. It's been a week and I hardly notice the rubble lack of any distributed electricity and water Lack of access to media ( entertainement) poverty pace daily grazing for the food we get rather than selecting from a choice of food. By the way i'm not suffering in the least. I'm percctly comfortable I eat and drink plenty sleep safe and comfy. All I'm saying is people normalize. I've noted a dramatic normalization over past several days. It's good because it saves energy. Hypervigilance is exhausting. Also it helps cope w the frustrations. But the downside is I could see myself going from hypervigilance to normalcy and right to acceptance in record time. Worlds fastest burnout. The guys and I are going to take Sunday off because we've been going hard for a full week And we prob just need a little rest.

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