My 1st thought in the pitch black of my tent is of the guards, are they ok, thats the direction i heard the concrete and they yelling; I wanted to run out to help but couldnt quickly find my flashlight. My phone battery completely dead. an uncomfortable loss of a fundamental tool ive come to depend on. without that I can communicate only as far as I can yell
next thoughtare the people around the city I know and care about; i found my flashlight, the guys are ok, the dogs are barking like crazy in every direction; who of those I know was under an eve, a cement roof or against a wall; I realize I am sleeping alongside a cement wall and move my sleeping pad to the far side of the tent
we've gotten lazy about entering buildings; I was in CCM this very morning so excited to find battery power and a tablecloth; we've been making plans to move our clinic out of tarps and back into the building and even moved all the newly obtoained supplies into the back room. At this point I know so many people throughout the city and I am ticking them off in my mind in the dark of the tent; How is that little Tb girl we've become so invested in; how about the people we just met at Quisqueya who were so helpful, we just left a meeting in the second floor of a school at 8pm this evening; how about mike the CDC worker who has been so helpful; the list is long; the quake was short and probably only dropped blocks off of already crumbling buildings and i am pretty sure everyone is ok; will news of this quake reach the states or is Tiger making another confession; do I need to worry that my family is worried or are they simply unaware which is for the best;
all around me everyone in camp must be having the same though; cell phones are buzzing all around; I have no idea what people are saying; I go back out of the tent and check in with simone; she's quite scared, hugs me and repeats over and over "problem problem problem problem"
I wonder if Miami FH is getting a surge; did the little kid who "got lucky" in our transfer to St Damiens "real building" versus Univ Gen Hospital tents is really ok; what is that hospital supposed to do if all those red magic marker lines drawn to document any movement of the cracks do in fact show movements; cross fingers? evacuate? ignore? call an engineer stat?
It brings a completely differeat reality to the enormity of an entire city shaking;
we had teased Midy about sleeping outside under a sheet in his cousins driveway. the cousin has a huge 5 bedroom house empty waiting to rent out; and a guest house he stays in; when we asked his cousin Gene,from florida, why he stayed inside while Midy stayed out, Gene said " I wasn't here for the quake, Im not scared; Midy shook his head and said no way is he going inside; we teased Midy--its' really his body odor and he wasn't allowed in etc; (he has no body odor for the record) the next morning when 3 small tremors happened he had an i told you so look and smiled; last night proves him right;
anyway gotta go
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